Date : September 25, 2008
Time : 12:50 PM
Title : Me Not Meant for Great Friends

I have come to a realization that I am not meant for anything more than close friends.

Gen is my closest of closest friends. I do not regret that. In fact, I really appreciate that.
but sometimes, i want more, a best guy friend.

someone i can shop with,
someone i can eat with,
someone i can watch movies with,
someone i can talk about random things with, ie hair styles, piercings.. i dunno.. any random stuff.
someone i can do nothing with, you know what i mean.
just the company of friends keep u in peace.

but i guess i wasnt meant for more.

i have made some potentially close friends. but they fade away in time.
i had to migrate or they had to migrate.. all these changes, i grew to handle them.
because i never had to face them ever again, they'd be in some other country.

it's harder when they are still in the same school, and awkwards sitches..(situations fyi)

i have given up trying to get a best guy friend.. its useless.. i wasnt meant for more.

tahmid's nice really nice, but i don't see us being more than good friends from school.

i used to go to movies almost every week, go to lunch after school, be invited to LAN.. nowadays i don't get invited to any of those anymore so often..

its sad, how much my lifestyle has changed since last year.

much less action in such a short period is hard to adjust to.

anyway, it it was not meant to be it was not meant to be..

okkayy.. i just briefly photoshoped this pic.. like.. to emphasis on ME!! haha.. it is MY blog.