Date : January 22, 2008
Time : 7:59 AM
Title : Josephian International Exchange Programme (JIEP)

there are se7en trips this year...

1. Bali~~~~, Indonesia
2. Suzhou/Shanghai, China(i want i want!!)
3. Beijing, China(Haz want to go here, so i maybe going.. i don't want to go other places along.. LOL..)
4. Chennai, India
5. Manilla, Phillipines
6. Cambodia
7. Petaling Jaya, Malaysia

i really want to go to the Suzhou/Shanghai trip but noone else i asked wanted to. Hazlami said he wants to go to Beijing, so i'll probably go wherever he's going(sounds wrong) because i don't want to travel alone... how sad and lonely..

Date : January 18, 2008
Time : 10:58 AM
Title : List of names i’d name my children…

some of these names are spelled weirdly.. but i like the way they sound... haha.. one of them i put cause of funny reasons... lol!!!Adam Male A Prophet's Name.Adel Male Honorable Judge, One who Jugdes Fairly.Daniyal Male Intelligent.Dean Male Religion.Javier Male Month of January.Mika'il Male One of Allah's angel.Mikaeel Male Name of Allah's Angel.Mikail Male Name of an Angel (Michael)Mikayeel Male One of the main Angels of Allah (SWT).Mikhail Male One of the main Angels of Allah (SWT).Akia Female Sister.Aleena Female Silk of heaven.Alesha Female Protected by god.Alina Female Beautiful.Aliyah Female Exalted, noble.Aliyah, Aliyyah, Alia, Alia Female Exaulted, elevated, highest social standingAlma Female Apple.Amber Female JewelAna Female Prestige, self respect.Cantara Female Small bridgeEliza Female Unique, precious.Henna Female Blessed.Jameelah Female Beautiful.Jamila Female Beautiful, Graceful, LovelyJasmin Female Flower.Laila Female Of the Night.Lana Female to be gentle, soft, tenderLayla Female Born at night, dark beauty.Layla, Leila Female (Born at) night; rapture, elationLeila Female Night.Leilah Female NightMaira Female Moon.Malika Female Queen.Maria Female One of the wifes' of the prophet Muhammed (p.b.u.h).May Female Old Arabic nameMaya Female Princess.Nigar Female Beautiful. <-- hahaha...Rihana Female Sweet basilRubi Female Red gemSabrina Female White rose.Tara Female Star.Yasmin Female Jasmine flower.Zahara Female Flower, beauty, star....

Date :
Time : 10:23 AM
Title : Behind the name&#8230;

FARUQGender: MasculineUsage: ArabicOther Scripts: فاروق (Arabic)Means "person who can tell right from wrong" in Arabic. This was the name of the last king of Egypt (1920-1965)._______________________________MUHAMMADGender: MasculineUsage: ArabicOther Scripts: محمّد (Arabic)Pronounced: moo-HAH-med [key]Means "praiseworthy", derived from Arabic حمد (hamid) "to praise". This was the name of the prophet who founded the Islamic religion in the 7th century. Since his time, it has been very popular in the Muslim word.The name was borne by six sultans of the Ottoman Empire (though their names are usually given in the Turkish spelling Mehmed). Another famous bearer was Muhammad ibn Musa al-Khwarizmi, a 9th-century Persian mathematician and scientist who devised algebra._____________________________________--Evans(not found cause its a surname..)Evans is a family name. Within the United Kingdom it is the 8th most common surname, being most common in the city of Swansea, Wales. Within the United States, it is ranked as the 48th-most common surname.________________________Could not find HAZLAMI... lol__________________________TAHMIDGender: MasculineUsage: ArabicOther Scripts: تحميد (Arabic)Means "praising" in Arabic.________________________GENEVIÈVEGender: FeminineUsage: FrenchPronounced: zhe-ne-VYEV, zhawn-VYEV [key]The meaning of this name is uncertain, though it possibly means "tribe woman" in Gaulish. Alternatively, it could be a form of GUINEVERE. Saint Geneviève, the patron saint of Paris, inspired the city to resist the Huns in the 5th century.___________________________________________NARCISOGender: MasculineUsage: Italian, Spanish, PortuguesePronounced: nahr-CHEE-so (Italian), nahr-SEE-so (Spanish), nahr-THEE-so (Spanish) [key]Italian, Spanish and Portuguese form of NARCISSUS______________________________HILARYGender: Feminine & MasculineUsage: EnglishPronounced: HIL-a-ree [key]Medieval form of HILARIUS or HILARIA______________________-DUFFGender: MasculineUsage: ScottishPronounced: DUF [key]Derived from Gaelic dubh meaning "dark".extras:.. haha.. this you will laugh!!!As an acronymDouble-Ugly Flying Fucker________________________________ALANAGender: FeminineUsage: EnglishPronounced: a-LAN-a [key]Feminine form of ALAN~~~ALANGender: MasculineUsage: English, Scottish, BretonPronounced: AL-an [key]The meaning of this name is not known for certain, though it possibly means either "little rock" or "handsome" in Breton. Alternatively, it may derive from the tribal name of the Alans, an Iranian people who migrated into Europe in the 4th and 5th centuries. This was the name of several dukes of Brittany, and was introduced to England by Bretons after the Norman invasion. Famous modern bearers include Alan Shepard, the first American in space and the fifth man to walk on the moon, and Alan Turing, a British mathematician and computer scientist.____________________________source...http://www.behindthename.com/

Date :
Time : 9:53 AM
Title : i stand taller than kylie!

I just found out that Kylie Minougue is only 1.52m tall!!! i sooo cannot believe it...and the reason why she's soo sexy is the proportion of her legs to her full height... her legs are long for her petite build....but still... im taller.. i though she was like tyra or something..but she's over 10cm shorter than me.. my mother's taller..!!!oh well... don't want to make her feel bad..she's still the best dance singer!!!

Date :
Time : 9:17 AM
Title : pop -&gt; pop culture/// emo -&gt; emo culture???

I read an article about a guy who is trying to explain that emo is really a genre of music... and not a fashion guide...this is a little of what he had to say.."emo is a music genre... a mix of punk and hardcore.... its characterics are, it is played underground... with emotionally driven lyrics.... hard guitar riffs... and screaming vocals....if its mainstream its not emo... emo stands for emotive hardcore... or emotional hardcore... its not a person.. not a fashion statement... not a hair style... not a lifestyle.. u can be an emo listener but you'll nvr be emo....emo kids, emo boys, emo girls, mall emo = posers,skramz, scenesters, groupiesemo the sound of hardcore amplified by emotions"_____________________________________________this is what i commented to him..."i may not be emo.. but i know you are wrong about it...emo is a sub-genre of music.. yes i agree..but isn't pop a genre too???so what is pop culture??? huh??a non-existent thing???pop culture is like the most common thing..you see it in hollywood, london, paris.. especially tokyo!!!pop is a genre.. which influences a culture to the people to are in to it..just like emo music..it influences the people who listen to it..music is a very influencing thing..hiphop..-->> gangsta streetwearrnb.. -->> a little casual type of formal wearpop.. -->> happy-go-lucky..etc...people try to wear clothes that match their taste in music..some people who listens to a variety.. really wears whatever he/she is feeling like..you see.. emo is a genre(sub-genre actually) of music... but that's what makes it a culture...well.. peace..i feel like i just wrote an argumentative essay.."

Date : January 17, 2008
Time : 8:05 AM
Title : My Day today&#8230;

woke up at 5.50 as always...left for school at 6.30 as always..reached school at 7 as alwaysstart assembly at 7.30 as alwaysokay here is where the day really begins..Contact Time: Just read books..

• nothing much happened.

First Period: Chemistry..

• nothing really happened... chemistry almost got boring after 3 years of learning it.. haha...

2nd/3rd: Double Mother Tongue

• or for me, double free period...
• talked about stuff.. blahblah..

4th: PE

• jogged

5th: Recess

• didn't eat.. just drank strawberry milk..

6th: Physics

• we went to the physics lab for the 1st time this year.. i've never been in the upper secondary physics lab before.. my lab partner is Nicholas Wu, never talked to him before.. until today... we sit up front..

7th: English

• We did group work..
• on an extract from a roald dahl book.. something about lamb slaughter.. i dunno.. never paid attention..
• group members were: Nicholas Wu, Brandon, Ashleigh and moi..
• we did jusst like a couple of lines.. haha.. we're slackers.. or atleast we except ashleigh.. lol..

8th: and last.. A.. Maths..

• we had to do these hard questions on simultaneous equations..
• i'm usually good at it.. not including my proneness to careless mistakes..
• but we found out in the end that.. they were impossible to solve.. grrgh!!!

after school... nothing happended.. went home..now.. nothing either..well..peace..

Date :
Time : 7:22 AM
Title : i don&#8217;t slit my wrist!

its annoying how some people think i slit my wrist!!! just because there are a lot of scratch marks on my left arm...this is how it started...elective literature got boring, so i took out a staple bullet and tried to scratch out words on my arm... but then i got carried away, and tried to see how much pain i can handle... so i tried to scratch deeper and deeper... i did not scratch so deep but it looks like i slit my wrsits cause of the marks left there... if i really did slit my wrist, i would have bled a lot... and i didn't.. not even any bit of blood rushing out... i'm not so stupid as to harm myself.. now after a day.. it just looks like cat scratches.. but a bigger scale.. and tons of them...i am NOT emo... for God's sake!!!i am just frustrated on th inside all the time, and curious of pain... but that's normal.. and you all just don't want to admit it...oh well.. peace...

Date : January 16, 2008
Time : 7:54 AM
Title : Alvin and the Chipmunks : Miss Murder by AFI

okay guys,.. this is one of my favourite songs.. and this video is so funny.. cause instead of the original track, they used the chipmunk track.. so they're singing with a chipmunk's voice.. haha...[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lB5YUbH4dX8&rel=1]

Date : January 14, 2008
Time : 11:51 AM
Title : Family Fights

i hate it when we have arguements in the family!!! and i always seem to be part of it..

i always feel like everyone is against me.. like i'm the one who is always the wrong one, always the one to be blamed.. its not fair!!! sometimes.. im just sooo frustrated.. urgh!!!!! they make it seem like i'm the bad one in the family!!! my sister always has a messy bedroom, my brother was an underaged smoker(now 18), he had a case of glue sniffing and another one of having needles in his bag.. i mean compared to these.. i should look like an angel.. i try my best to look like the best.. and be riight.. but.. i'm always the one to blame.. fingers pointing my direction!!! i get this feeling everywhere i go..

the feeling that i'm treated like an outcast! like no one wants to be my friend.. i'm always feeling lonely.. even when i'm with schoolmates.. notice i didn't call them friends.. its cause i don't really know what friend means.. i'm not sure if i have made any yet.. its just alien to me..

the songs you see at the JukeBox reflect how i feel.. all the time.. i can relate to them... i always seem to push myself away from socialising.. i', just frightened of the outcome.. though i like taking risks.. i'm frightened of the risks there is in making friends.. like betrayel.. backstabs.. etc...

sorry this is such an emotive post.. this is the real me.. i become me when i'm not around people.. i'm sich a hypocrite around people.. that sometimes.. i forget who i really am....

peace...

Date : January 12, 2008
Time : 10:46 PM
Title : Stalker?? lol.. jkjk

After school about 3 days ago, i was walking to Bukit Merah Library from Bukit Merah Bus Interchange. On my way there, there was this lady and she was like, "farouq? is that you?" (or something like that), and I was like.. " huh? who're you?" and she was like, don't you remeber me? and i was like, not really, adn she was like, we bought school books together back in gan eng seng primary, and i was like.. yeah i remember.. but i really don't remember her.. haha.. i still don't oh well.. **stalker stalker** lol..

Date : January 9, 2008
Time : 7:45 AM
Title : random

i really don't know what to post about.. come on! people!!! ask me questions!!! give me topics!!! something!

Date : January 6, 2008
Time : 6:47 AM
Title : Start if the New Year

hey guys,Its the start of a new academic year and im in class 326, or now called, 3G1-4...These are the subjects I am taking,

1. English Language
2. French
3. Full Geography
4. Elective Literature
5. Physics
6. Chemistry
7. Additional Math
8. Elementary Math

that's 8 subjects, wow...The Maths teacher, Domonic Ang, teaches really slowly... as if we slow learners or something... i mean i get A's for maths, i need a faster teacher...I don't know why, but everyday after school, after a slow day of nothingness, i'd always always be tired when i reach home... i never usually tired after school... oh well... i'll get used to it.Haz says I look loney and emo in class... ya riiight... I just don't talk to people i don't talk to that's all.... i don't make friends... friends make me... wait.. I mean.. I don't take up the initiative in a friendship....Anyway, noone in my class were from my class last year, how do you expect me to socialize... I've not done that in a long time...Well, peace...