Mathematics B

H1 General Paper E

Economics U

I feel safe that I got B for chem and math. but for phy I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER!.. but its so discouraging how tough the subject is.

I've never thought i was good at GP but i feel that an E the point where I am underperforming, even though its my highest grade for the subject yet.

Economics, I totally do not get. I got a U and that is horrid. Its a subject which i can barely do because it doesn't allow me to use my conventional study methods as it is of a different nature than the rest of my subjects.

I am very disappointed in my Math result though, Because i KNOW i could've gotten above 80 when i only got 68. Wanted that h3!

On the flipside, I just received an SMS from the HOD of Math saying that i got the certificate of distinction for the Australian Math Competition I took way earlier in the year.

I will be going to Tuticorin, Tamil Nadu, India from the 22nd to the 30th of this month. We have to plan most of the stuff on our own, which kinda pisses me off because its a lot of extra work to do above council and Project Work. But i chose the trip and i should step in with a positive foot.

My holidays are like basically all eaten up, by council work, and OCIP mostly..

But i still planned out a basic timetable of what i consider NECESSARY to be done during the holiday.

Stuff like,

I cannot forget my ultimate aim of going into UCL! Scholarships are hard to achieve! I've been searching everywhere for one i may possibly get. I dun want to have to have a huge debt with a bank for student loans..

I hate how you confuse me by showing no interest.

I hate how you pay no attention.

I hate how you give me consideration.

I hate how you lack concentration.

I hate how you are so determined.

I hate how you show me the way.

I hate how you distract me.