Date : July 27, 2008
Time : 4:45 AM
Title : Thinking About Being Skinny

i know its kinda feminine to think about one's body.. but i have always wanted to be skinny...
many have said i have lost weight. and i feel a bit good on hearing all that.. but i just dont feel good about myself just yet.. i will go all out to skinny-fy myself. but i am only slim.. and slim is not enough.. i want to be thin.. not slim.. or even better.. i want to be skinny.. skinny is the new thin... i love how bones stick out skinny people.. okay.. that makes me seem loco in the head. in fact people have always wondered wht type of girls i would go for.. i usually look at the legs.. i look out for long skinny legs.. thats my first look.. haha.. i like skinny girls best.. i also want to be taller.. i try so hard to grow... even though between the people in my household, my mother and my siblings, i am the tallest, i am still short. i stand only 1.64m.. pathetic.. i have always wanted to be 1.73m minimum. so with my weight of about 62kgs.. i am slim.. with a bmi of 23.1 which to me is high.. i don't know, but how i am living, there is a unknown pressure to be thin.. you're thin you're in.. this is perfection.. skinny is more perfect.

well, if any of you have great ways of losing weight please share..
Don't come and say excercise, excercise.. i am not stupid.. i mean like extra stuff i can do.